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:: Tuesday, February 05, 2002 ::

One word: hectic. JC life is killing. I'm turning into a walking zombie. Switched off during all the lessons today... This is really bad man... I haven't had much time to do anything, yet, somewhere along the way, I managed to impress upon pple that it's stress-free. Weird.

Oh yeah, somebody thinks I'm cute... My senior, to be exact. And I thought I grew out of it... Still, at least I got something to hold on to now, a little morale booster while it lasts. Also, at least there's someone who's extra friendly enough to even call out to me from upstairs just to say hi, compared to the throngs of people that's been ignoring me. It's little things like this that brightens up my day.

Valentine's day. 3 gifts. How? I haven't the faintest idea what I'm going to get them. But all 3 know I'm getting something for them anyways, just wonder if one of them know I really mean it, hehe.

It surprises me that amidst all these madness, I can still find time for phonecalls, even when I'm dying. Granted it's not as often as before, but I guess it's what I look forward to at the end of the day. I dunno why, but I think I'm getting rather attached to the calls... I guess it's the little part of me inside that feels lonely and in need of comfort, haha... Or perhaps it's just the way I am, naive and immature, easily moved by things which mean nothing to others at all.

What with David gone and all, I'm really quite alone. I need new friends, and I need them fast. Company.

I miss the day when I was able to walk around and see familiar faces everywhere, and I yearn the day where I can look around everywhere and see your face. Love me.


:: Sam 6:48 AM [+] ::
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